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Neko: 1996-2006

What I had thought was going to be my horrible Saturday became my horrible today.
Neko has been kinda sick for a while now. Lots of vet trips and tests later and they knew nothing except he lost weight and wouldn't put it back on.
I had planned to take him back to the vet on Saturday and was steeling myself for the fact that I wasn't going to get to bring him home.
On a whim I decided to take today off.
Just that feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I am glad I did.
Around 8:00 AM Neko woke, took a few steps and fell over.
I made a quick phone call and bundled him up to take him to the vet.
We barely made it to the car before he seized and shuttered a couple of times and then died in my arms.

I went to my parents and we took him to the crematorium.
I can't stop crying.
It is times like this that I really hate not having a "someone" to hold me while I cry.
I am going to try to sleep but, if anyone wants to distract me tonight and/ or tomorrow I am sure I could really use it.
If you call and I don't answer the phone just leave a message.
If you have distraction for me email me or comment here since I don't know how eager I'll be to answer the phone.

My poor baby boy...at least he won't be sick or hurt anymore....