So I'm obsessive...

[kittenspeaks]

I can't give you a good reason of why I should care. But, I do and that's that. I can't control how I feel about things. I can control how I react to them and I can work on examining the feelings and processing them.

I think it is because words are holy to me. They are the singularly most powerful thing in my universe. So many people fall on the addage that actions speak louder than words. I simply do not feel that way.

So there were words. Many many words that I held sacred. Words that have not yet been revoked. Rituals in ink that have not yet been undone. And for these words.....

I sit awake at night thinking it out...trying to make a bit of sense of all of it...trying to untangle my magic and faith from the words of things that no longer exist.

Sometimes I loathe poetry....
....
.....and yet I want it carved into my flesh.






Don't mind me. I was ill today. That can really be the only good reason for this...outburst...of inapprpriate emotion.

Comments

[fairyhead.livejournal.com]

This doesn't seem like an inappropriate outburst of emotion, to me. Not even an outburst, really - just you talking about how you feel.

[unrepentant.livejournal.com]

Nothing wrong with carving your flesh - those of us who HAVE flesh left on our bones!